who knows ?...what goes on what goes on?

beneath behind above and beyond!

kinda' believe you and I do...

...and the mentally ill are like the ultimate human experiment of the Gods saved forever by the insanity angels who are likewise set apart huh?

oh yes indeed!!!

are they beautiful are they magnificent powerful and supreme at what they do?

...and they are so damn lonely terribly upset crying into heavenly pillows screaming glass shattering pain like a blistering fire breathing personal storm!

..so what to do with so much intellect like the utter absence of dis-knowledge causes the ultimate suffering as though pain had to even be looked up!

...how wonderful to imagine such graceful abandon!

and to exist in-between worlds with heart and mind twisted between the two like they do entangled identity strangled so much so! ...so damaged by the effort to "keep it together"

...so damaged so hurt
like it was on purpose this whole thing to hurt
why do I let myself feel pain at all like I expect it will ever subside if I set it free in my life will it let me be?

and knowing pain is feeling pain and knowing the pain is insane and understanding the insane is exactly the pain in my brain!

and ....I'm not alone

there are many!...the painful genius amongst us

dumbed down and weary...tired and teary ...wired and free to be
free to be me

free to be you

and I love you about that