Things aren't as hopeless as they seem, I promise! First thing, if I were you, I'd call my County Mental Health Dept. and get an appointment with a counselor there. Tell him about your depression and agoraphobia. (They do go together many times.) Then tell him how you self medicate... then go to AA! You could easily slip into a self destruct mode if you don't take care of yourself really soon.

Best of luck to you. Keep coming back. Before you know it, you'll make friends with everybody here. For the most part, we're a really caring, supportive group.





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>