I dated this guy for A year off and on .... he cheated so we broke up but then I took him back he always seemed to lie , but over time I believe he changed into a better boyfriend, but Over time I changed too so I left him to see other people. It also didn't help that we only saw eachother once a month due to him being 2-3 hours away from me and I am not good driving interstates... so I have depend on people to drive me, so the distance killed me.

I miss him but we always fought he lied and I can't trust him , but we still talk .when I have my depression spouts he is there for me as always. He would drop anything to be there for me.... I honestly believe that. but I have started seeing this guy I use to date in High School and I really care for the current boyfriend. so I can't leave him to be with someone who Yes is there for me but in the past has cheated and lied, I told him to move on, cause I have. but he is still wanting to wait on me..

that is hard for me to hear. I just want things to be easy again.. I Love him , but not like I use to . Over time I have become more Bitter and I feel like moving on is the best option but I wish he would move on too