Well, my psychiatrist said today that he agrees that I am hypomanic, so it is bipolar 2. For the first time I actually have to decrease my antidepressant. He doesn't want to mess too much with my meds, but I am afraid that the hypomania is getting worse each day and will go into mania, or the big crash is on its way. Anyway, I guess the main thing that makes this hypomania, instead of just doing well, is that I really don't feel in control of myself. I don't dare to stop and rest and think. That's what gets me into trouble, thinking too much. I see my T tomorrow and really don't want to work on issues because I am afraid of the downward spiral. Should be interesting, she saw me last week hypomanic, and I think she will tomorrow too (so I'll probably talk way too much!)