Do I just need to suck it up and move on? That's what I keep being told.

Even if I feel the slightest sense of being yelled at I just drop down into this pit of despair.

If I do something wrong and someone points it out. Or if I break a rule by accident. Or if somebody is unhappy or disappointed with me.

I'm not good at handling that stuff. I'm afraid of making people mad or upset because I feel like they will hurt me. Like when my dad gets mad he hits me. And when my mom gets mad she says the most hateful things that eat me alive. And when I get mad I hurt myself.

I just feel like I can't get anything right. I'm just a huge mistake. That I wasn't meant to be this way. I'm just an accident. And I don't feel like I can get things right.

Am I too sensitive?