I'm not an alcoholic or anything, but I can't seem to control drinking. Whenever I drink lately, I always drink too much. I can't just stop drinking after I drink a reasonable amount. I end up drinking all night long and making a total fool of myself because I'm just out my mind wasted. Then I end up the next day with my girlfriend pissed off at me, and feeling like total crap and I'm sick of it. And very time I decide never to drink that much again or even to stop drinking entirely for a while, but like a week later I end up doing the same thing again. Why can't I just not drink? That would make life so much easier. But then I wouldn't have any friends I guess. All I ever do with my friends is drink

I don't really know what I'm looking for posting here, but I want this to stop, and I feel powerless to stop it. I feel like such a loser.