hi
I do journal. I was the one who was going to take the pills and i wrote the suicide note. I did tell my therapist (well the college told my therapist) because apparently an alter went to my college wellness center and talked to the director of the center and he called and told my therapist. I was to embarrassed to call him so i had a teacher call him for me. i know it was my responsiblity but i couldn't do especially since i dont even remeber going there. I have therapy on friday for 1/2 hour because she is on vacation and is coming in to see me. I also get to go home on friday . i am tired of my roomate and of the dorm life. studying is hard enough let along having people around when you are trying to study. but in the same not i dont like to be alone. Make sense? Does anyone else feel like that?