Today, today I'm getting my nails done. I've never had a manicure, and I want one. I'm still reeling (but coping) from last weeks trauma at therapy and I'm doing what I want, when I want.

I've also had the stuff to do some acrylic embeds (jewelry) for weeks in my house and haven't done it. That's getting done too.

I'm going to keep my house warm - damn the money, and cook something good for me.

I'm also going to do something today (and I don't know what) to celebrate and honor my survival. I don't know what yet.

I fall down 7 times, I get up 8. Always. That merits some recognition. I will do that for myself.