Thanks for that excellent link madisgram.

After talking with my girlfriend about it, I've decided to stop drinking. I'm sick of feeling sick, acting like an idiot, spending so much money on something that is damaging my health. I just don't see the good side of drinking any more.

Honestly, though, I don't know if I can actually do it. I'm scared that I will drink again even though I don't want to. It shouldn't be that hard to NOT do something, but still I feel like I might not be able to do it. I hope I can go through with this. I think my life will be more productive and better all around.

Wish me luck.