Had one of those wtf moments....
Not like when I got home from work and again literally, there are no parking spaces around my area, not even the buildings around. Parked in the office parking lot, some mornings that's full too. Po bout that cuz I pay rent, these buds and friends and visitors come and I have to park far far away because I work nights so I don't get a spot I guess.
But not like that wtf moment, no. I walked in my apartment and what the heck has happened? such a mess, smells and what the f.
It reminds me of my dads place when my parents weren't together at times. But reminds me is not his, no mold growing bowels under the table or furniture. No stacks of news papers in the closet and outside of it. And just, yuck his place was bad when alone and when living with only my brother his area was horrible.
Sorry I know I was triggered earlier at work and I'm babbling now
But I got the kitchen cleaned up. 6 bags of trash to take out though.
I don't remember how long it's been this way though, which is the wtf moment.