This morning when I was taking my morning meds, I got lost in thought. Holding the pill in my hand thinking things like "government control", "poison", "robot".... I have only been back on medication for 3 months, and that's because I was sent to inpatient. I ended up taking my medication... but I can't help but want to quit it. Bipolar disorder is a part of me... why are doctors trying to get rid of it to make me like everyone else?
...Sigh...
Any comments or thoughts would help.