I have recently started to have flashbacks of my childhood that I have long forgotten. They come at the most inconvieniant times. I work with children with disabilities so litle things like crying or screaming can trigger a flashback. They are scarey and feel very real to me when they're happening. I've had to leave work several times now in the past two months that my supervisor had to speak to me about it. My T gave me a script for Adavan? I hate meds but I also dont want to lose my job. Im currently taking prozac and serequil and adding another to that list makes me feel uneasy. My T knows how I feel and said that this will stop the anxiety after the flashback. But what if I dont know it's comming and Im one-on-one with one of my kids? I tried before closing my eyes reallly hard, or pinching my wrist which will bring me back to "now" but the anxiety after is still far too much to handle. I feel so exaugsted all the time now. Does anyone know about this adavan?

Shannon