where could I find info? I tried looking online, but I think I am searching for the wrong things... I guess I'm looking for something that offers a sponsor-like program... I like that part of the 12-step model... I get triggered by the religion/higher power piece, but I could really use a person here that I could talk to frankly about all this, and who would know what I was struggling to say (or at least something close to it). it doesn't exist, does it?