"What is my "real" diagnosis?"

I don't know and being that I am not a psychiatrist on this site practicing diagnosing people I can't answer that question, but I can say that the way I got my diagnosis was by taking a comprehensive Psychological Evaluation with suplimental tests for Dissociative Identity Disorder with a state licensed psychiatrist and though I went through years of denying that diagnosis that I recieved knowing what I had helped my therapist treat me with the correct treatment plans that was needed for my disorder and problems.. Diagnosis doesn't always matter but it sure does help with speeding up the healing process when therapy professionals don't have to play guessing games about what is wrong with me and how to help me.

Hang in there.