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Originally Posted by PAYNE1
I have no idea what your team would do. I'm wondering, though, if any of the meds you are hoarding could be dangerous in large doses. Have you mentioned this issue to your doctor? Or do you think an alter you might not have access to might be doing it?  |
That is a valid point my alters have been trying to help but ive been pushing them away ,so could be one of them is doing to spite me or something or get my attention in that form or on the other hand i coud be preparing for an od subconsciously .
i only have one friend who knows and in the past i mentioned to my team briefly but didn't go into detail,im sure they would want me to have them not near me since they might think im going to one day use them to kill myself from an od or that im impulsive personality so they might think i will impulsively take some or most of them on a whim without thinking when my cns is over worked .
The meds in part are prescription meds such as muscle relaxant in high doses or pain meds like 500 mg dosage or mental health meds like ssri or anti anxiety meds,and the rest somewhat dangerous in od like benedrly .