I have a severe depression that is going on with me, I stay in close doors in the dark I feel as no one cares about me . I do everything I can I just don't know what is wrong with me. I have a caring boyfriend , have a job ,and go to school . I still hold on to my past such as when my dad use to hit me and my mom and he was always on drugs. My past that I cannot forget but somehow I can't let it go. I have a lot of angry because well I think I got it from my dad but I'm not too sure because if the things he had done to me . I can't never have a smile upon my face . I just want to get over it but I can't .