Hello tipsyllama! I have a couple of links that may be helpful supports as well as PsychCentral. Here they are:"http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/" and
"http://suicidal.com/depressionlinks/chatroomlinks/".
Your doctor should know about what's happening.
I am not certain what resources are available where you live, so I gave you the two links that might help with any questions members at PC can't answer.
Take care.