I really try to keep My mind on anyything but the past, I'm dealing with alot of pyisical problems and severe depression
as well I try to keep positive but its hard I live in a nursing home so I cant evan get out to go take a bus to go upstate NY im in the Bronx not alot of trees and I journel all the time,the Thearapist I have now aint so good cause we
just dont get along I miss My old therapist I give her a call once every few weeks and we talk for about 45 min. I would be lost without that help,(She called me tonite cause she knows how much of a hard time I have in oct.)I dont like how I feel anyhow.