its helping me make sense of why i'm not getting on so well with my t...

but then...

its cause she is too close too :-(

it is funny how when you really get down to it... i'm all crumbly inside. crumbly. thats how i feel. like i'll dissolve. like there isn't anything there except intense emotions... that i can't have. other people... can't cope with them. and i hate them too.