Hi Wepow,
Sorry you had a unsettling dream last night. Maybe it has to do with the thing you mentioned in another post about t being less supportive than before, and somewhere you might feel like this is because other clients are taking up time/energy that you feel he used to give you more of.
Then again, my therapist says that stuff in dreams represents parts of us. So maybe there's a part inside you that's like your t in some way, and then there are other parts that get in the way of you being able to access that strong supportive part inside yourself. Like all the things t has helped you learn about yourself are blocked by these other parts inside.
Just a thought. Also, I'm sure you're artwork's prittyful! (smile) I can't comment as I'm blind, but I imagine it's lovely.