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Originally Posted by "Tilly may"
I am ashamed because somebody did something to me when I was 4 or 5. It was concentual , the act. I knew what was going to be done as I had seen it done to others. I feel shame because it awakened my sexuality and I feel shame and guilt about this sick act that I participated in willingly.
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No. Just no. You assume now that 4-5 year old has your knowledge and capability of thought. She did not. Your abuser manipulated you for their benefit.
Children are sexual beings from birth. Our bodies are designed to respond sexually, independently of our conscious control. There is nothing wrong with that. The only one wrong here is the person who used your natural sexual innocence against you.