I'm agnostic, but I used to be Christian, and still have "worries" regarding that. For instance, I worry, if all that stuff is real (whichever "stuff" you believe), what if I say the wrong thing and the Devil or a demon is able to possess me, or appear before me, or hurt me, or anything like that? I watch horror movies, and I love them, but the ones that are scariest to me are the ones I think maybe could happen, like ghosts and possession. I'm not convinced one way or the other on religion, but I do still have religious obsessions. I used to have to pray a certain way. I still do, but I'm better than I used to be. I don't know if there's anyone out there who watches over us and loves us, but I hope so. Yet, if there is, the reality is pretty scary, and if there isn't, that's pretty scary, too.