oh dear nanny my friend, i have a saying for you .....
When you are as far down as possible the only way is up my friend, and as for the bit in between living and dying, you were put on this earth for a reason, and i believe your beautiful children, your furry little friends,are your reason, may be am wrong forgive me if thats so , but the inner you is kind, warm and generous to a fault. please be strong,and think good positive things that have come out of your life,
i know your down right now, go for a walk, breathe the fresh air,i believe in you , you can do this
((((((((hugs & hugs))))))) just for YOU!
gismo xxx