Intellectually I can say I was not as intelligent, clever, mature etc as I remember myself being. When I am around a group of 4 year olds now, I usually think - dear god how have they not all managed to kill themselves through accidental stupidity (much I like I see puppies - on a constant quest to do themselves in by eating something poisonous or dangerous, getting stuck, or running into the road etc). And I rationally know I was just the same as a 4-5 year old. But I just really don't remember it that way.

EM - I hope the appointment tomorrow goes well.