((((Chopin)))),
I think that this was a brave post that you made, and you listened to what people said and took in what you thought was helpful. You have really made so much progress, and this gives me hope as someone who has BPD. Thank you for being so honest in your posting, it seems to be really helping you and giving you perspective, but know that it also is showing others that there is hope that feeling suspended in BPD land doesn't have to last forever. Because most times it feels like it will. Take care.