"have decided it is because I haven't been getting physical therapy the 3x a week like I need... for over a month it's been off count...and none since last Tuesday and not til Thursday now... plus the stress over the lawyer's incompetence."

I really was trying to handle things well... when I said I was so angry, I wasn't acting out, just acknowledging the anger... no better way to handle it imo but things add up, and with the chronic pain patient, as you know... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr