No I am not doing good, No new meds just more of the old. I have canceled everything grief counselor, art therapist, and I keep the phone turned off.
I want to take the the whole bottle of Ativan and my blood pressure meds.
I keep taking a few Ativan here and there. I lost count. I do know I took 100mg of Benadryl. I am torn between my husband knowing I found the new bottle of Ativan and taking it all. There are 180 2mg tabs.

Such a contrary to be in !

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