No my husband doesn't want to talk. He has gone back to work and has many friends.
I stay home on disability and have no friends.
I keep thinking I spent my adult life without a mother and no I will spent the rest of my life with out my only child.
There really is no reason to go on. I have known that. I just keep going on if you want to call it that.
Wake up at 5:00 am take my meds go to sleep at 7 am. Wake up at 11:30 am. Take more meds at 2:00. Eat dinner and go to bed at 7:00 pm. I never change my clothes, leave the house our talk to anyone.

Is this living ?