I've had times when I think what had me going back was not a healthy thing. I've had some T's that I felt anxious seeing, but once I got there it was alright. Sometimes I think it's a dependent thing. I like my female T. She's an older lady with lots of experience and I do look forward to seeing her. I've had real bad experiences with male T's. I can't tolerate to be in the same room with the Pdoc where I go though and I don't take meds.