I told my boyfriend I was really stressed and wanted to self harm. He got angry because I told him he wasn't helping (he wasn't, when I told him all he said was "Oh right. Not good").
He ended up saying "**** you, I've ****ing had enough of the the way you expect me to be amazing, you can clearly see that I'm not, just leave me the **** alone, go self harm, right now, I couldn't care less."
So I did self harm. First time I've done it badly in months.
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