So these past few months I've been perfectly content having myself locked away in my own little castle with no one to bother me...only occasionally taking time to socialize with my family and my boyfriend (and my boyfriend only because I live with him)....usually he is at work all day and I'm alone all day and at night I sometimes take time out of my many internet distractions to pay some attention to my boyfriend when he gets home.
A few nights ago his brother passed away so this morning he left for California....He'll be gone for a week...so right now when I'm usually pushing with my feet for couch space, I'm alone, my heart is hurting for my boyfriend, and I feel utterly alone...more so than usual....and not having heard from him since he landed this afternoon I keep wondering how he is doing...I know how much it hurts to lose someone you love and I wish there was something I could do to help him, even though I know there really isn't.