Changed it. I didn't mean friends. I meant girls I've just met who are in that friend stage etc. I have lots of friends (Not girls anymore because I know I can't just remain platonic) and I don't worry about them not wanting to hang out anymore or anything.

I'll have to think about the low self esteem angle because I think it's definitely relevant to the situation. It's just something about contact being severed, and never being able to talk to them again.