my memory pieces weren't missing out on doing those things. The drawings and so on was happening forever with me. It has always been normal for me to "wake up" and find I had colored something or got blamed for not picking up the toys as a child and I not remember I had played with the toys and so on. My mom tells me I used to sit crocheting for hours when I was a kid but I don't remember doing any of that. all that creative and playful stuff has always been happening. I now stock the house with those things because I am incorporating what has already been happening into my present life as I learn more about myself and my separated memories.The playing and so on was never missing, in fact it was this because this type of stuff was NOT missing and was happening when normal adults don't usually do the type of colorieng and drawing and so on that I was doing that clued my therapists in on the fact that I was DID. Now that I know some of these t hings are there in my memories of the past I am purposely doing them when aware so that I can learn more about myself and my memorys of the past.