I realize this is how most people see reality, the issue becomes that what is one person's reality is not the same for another cause our out look on the world and how we view it is not always the same.

I wish I did not struggle as much as others I wish that my physical and mental healther were far better then what they are. I wish I had more meaningful loving relaitonships instead of ones the end suddenly or where not as loving as I wish they could be.

I wish I had better luck at going to school and learning....and making money...but this is how I am..I am sorry if it rubs people the wrong way I am sorry i come off as in cosiderate, or un kind, or even self...I don't ever aim to come off that way.But its not my fault that my thoughts and values don't always come out in the way I wish for them too.

But I know who I am, and I know what I want out of life and I am going to get there, if you think of me in particular way then....thats more your issue then mine.

just sometimes I wish the people that I had these issues with were not my parents.