I can understand how traumatic all this is for you. Is there any way your doc can help--maybe talking to your husband (you'd have to give permission for that) about depression & that the physical & emotional pain is real & not your being "lazy" & that you can't just snap out of it? Your husband needs to be supportive, not critical, to help your recovery.

As far as the sexual harassment, I know companies do retaliate to people who claim this. They don't want it to be known that this kind of thing goes on & you have opened up a can or worms. Is it possible that you could get a lawyer who specializes in this to help you?

I don't know if I have been any help at all, but I do care & hope that means something.--Suzy