exactly.
didnt think id get to talk to someone who described it so perfectly and understands what im thinking. but i do.

thats another thing about hospitals. crisis units anyway - is that its really just saving you from hurting yourself or others. ive never been to one that had individual therapy and theres not enough activities.

one hospital i went to the food was out 24/7 and they even let people go in in the middle of the night to eat. i mean 3 times a day theyd bring in FULL cakes - 2 sandwich plates etc. and then main items were like spaghetti or burgers and fries and the whole works. i also remember one that barely fed you. i was so hungry all the time. and they gave you very little food. no snack times unless you asked and theyd give you only 2 crackers. not kidding. with the amount they gave you i thought it had to be illegal to not give you enough.

lol i remember being in last year and i talked to this chick and she was like "im so bored in this place i dont know what to do now. i dont know if i should go eat again or sleep". we joked that all there was to do was eat and sleep. because it pretty much was.

and i wanna touch on the group therapy thing! i was just talking to myself about this today. about WHY are the people who hog group time very narcissistic-like. most of them say they are in some way too. theres is always 2-3 people that tell their whole life story during 2 hr group time. they dont really allow other people to talk sometimes. but the information is completely not for me. im not saying its not for everyone. but most of my problems deal with psychosis cause i have Schiz so when they give out sheets about talking about feelings or how to recognize anxiety or depression - i cant relate. i rarely talk in group because im introverted.

i also remember seeing people leave with 1-2 stuffed luggages out of the hospital. i had always went with the clothes on my back. not even change of underwear. not too keen on roommates either cause im not a talker - like to keep to myself.