Wow!! All those little smilies and "not" smilies, girl, I can relate, I think??
So much going on in my 3d world,triggering me,mentally,physically,age and declining hormones,Grrrrrrrrr!
Maybe I'm expressing myself too much, personally I prefer when I do it artistically (sp?) and hope life will give me "Roe time" to do so in my vacant,positive mind.
Take care and vent all you want, we are all here. LOL!!
Love,
DE