Ferfa, hey, don't you worry about it being someone on the internet. I met my fella originally on a music forum, chatted for quite a few months before we then met up to go to some gigs. And we're still together! These 'oldies' just don't understand that things are different now '-)

And for your issue, like someone else said, it could be low self-esteem. This may be why you are also putting so much importance on a person you've not met yet, and chatted for a week. I do understand tho that with some people you just click, and really enjoy what they have to say as well as missing someone when they've gone.

Are there other things about yourself that you recognise that may be contributed to low self esteem? If there are, perhaps a bit of therapy can help you. My other half is in therapy now, and he's always been low in confidence and its really helping him. He'll never be hugely confident, but he's learning some methods to cope with it, and also recognise some patterns. Maybe, if you're concerned that this may be of help to you?

Good luck, and I hope you get to meet with this lady soon!