I am feeling physically ill and ice cold. I feel like I'm about to burst into tears.
I am so frustrated to slowly realize how few of my friends can actually put their own issues aside and be there for me. I do it; I care about others and am there for them, and thought it was normal. The few people I've tried to reach out to, have seemed to be too involved in themselves.
I haven't felt down like this for a while. I want to just climb back into bed and cry myself to sleep.

I even go into catatonic phases for a few minutes at a time. Maybe my emotions are bubbling over. Losing my grandmother and a puppy evidently isn't easy.