Hi Switch, I hope you can be honest with your T because this is the only way she can help you. It sounds like you think you can only share good news with her because otherwise she will be disappointed? T's know that getting better is hard and they want you to share this hard stuff because they want to help you and this is the only way they can help you.

Your bf sounds like he can't even take care of himself so I wouldn't think that he could help you very much at all? It isn't because he doesn't care. It sounds like it is because he just can't.

Please continue to keep us posted on how you are doing?