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Originally Posted by sugahorse1
I am feeling physically ill and ice cold. I feel like I'm about to burst into tears.
I am so frustrated to slowly realize how few of my friends can actually put their own issues aside and be there for me. I do it; I care about others and am there for them, and thought it was normal. The few people I've tried to reach out to, have seemed to be too involved in themselves.
I haven't felt down like this for a while. I want to just climb back into bed and cry myself to sleep.
I even go into catatonic phases for a few minutes at a time. Maybe my emotions are bubbling over. Losing my grandmother and a puppy evidently isn't easy.
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dear sugahorse, I have only one "friend" that I talk to because of the same reasons. When I found this site I introduced my computer to my bf as my friends. I literally finally have people who understand and are there 24/7. Hang in there and if I could come to Africa then I would do so to come ride and we could both vent and clear our minds. I will be a true friend to you and listen anytime. I hope you feel better soon.