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Originally Posted by Sannah
All of this ^ would be great to share with T. And I agree with Sam to tell your T that the contract doesn't help. Do you realize that you don't have to sign it? Working on the reasons that you SI is what is going to help.
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no... it felt like I had to or... I don't even know what...
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Originally Posted by Sannah
Maybe there is some fear of intimacy going on here? You will only allow a stranger to get close in small doses because this is the only kind of closeness that feels safe?
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<--- yes... because I'm too scary... everyone that has seen the inside of the darkness says that, even my wife, who I now try to hide the darkest points from... she doesn't deserve all that. no one does...