I am still struggling because of a destructive, sarcastic, sadistic "helper".

I doubt if I will ever get better, and that is probably what "he" wants to happen. "He" wants me to be punished all my life, a repetition of my stepmothers wish for me....... I kinda give up..... there are only so many times one person can take being abused and treated like garbage.

If anyone is being abused or even thinks they might be being abused, please GET OUT before the sickness of your "helper" infects you to the point of destruction