i think it's great that you're going to see a new therapist. the only thing i really wanted to say is that maybe it'd be better if you saw a female. for me, i think that'd be one of the only things that would keep me from totally comparing the old and new therapist the whole time. like it would have to be someone drastically different.

but that's just me. i hope it works out for you on wednesday, and you get at least a tiny bit of what you need.