so i'm still preping for tomorrow, i'm quite behind schedule because my knees hurt so much and i'm trying to do thing in between trips to the porcelain embassy. i made my soup and couldn't carry it upstairs to eat because my legs hurt so much. i finally got it up there slowly without spilling/burning myself and i'm just kind of creeped out here tonight.

and the saga goes on... not with daddy dearest but with that other guy who pushes my buttons... more hopeful visits broken with reasonable excuses, yet he seems to make his other things on time. it just kind of set me off. i'm going to try to relax with my nice clear soup and more pooping. (still have to take another dose at 6:00... oops it is already 6:30 and i haven't eaten yet. I doubt this will be a problem because my appt is in the afternoon instead of the morning.)

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