Tanya, you are kind but no, I know I was the lucky one. She meant so much to so many. I miss her love, knowing she is out there and i can call and speak with her or do a visit. I was trying to think of the last time I saw her and I think I know. She was loving and beautiful but not herself as she was still burned out of her home at that time. I never got to see her in her rebuilt home. But the river will always be there.