Hi Chopin,
You're welcome. Thanks for explaining your history with the BPD diagnosis.
I wish I were as comfortable with myself as you seem to be, to keep posting as you have been and to know that you're doing your best and it's really not your problem what others think. Guess I don't feel that confident, and am so easily influenced by others. But I can tell from your post that this feels right for you, so go for it! (smile)