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Old Feb 25, 2013, 04:58 PM
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I'm going to school full time and working about 30-32 hours a week. I only take a fifteen minute break for lunch to eat some food. I go straight from work to class. I'm starting to become overwhelmed with my schedule. I've asked for some time off from work and my boss (who's also my dad) said he'll think about it. I missed school today because I've become depressed and apathetic. My anxiety is up, my energy is low, I'm sleeping all the time, barely leaving my apartment unless I have to.

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I'll tell her about my problems, but I don't know how to fix them permanently. I think I was a bit over zealous going to school and work and now I don't know what to do with either one. Do I quit working? Do I quit school? I don't want to do either. But I know it's all wearing me thin. I'm supposed to work tomorrow but I swear I don't feel up to it. And part of me wants to call my dad and give him a heads up that I won't be able to make it to work. Last time I called out he was truly pissed and yelled at me. I'm scared of the repercussions. But I have no will to work or to go to school, even though I enjoy both.

Any ideas or suggestions would be appreciated.
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