I have piano lessons in 30 minutes and I really don't want to go. My teacher is nice, but I'm considering just cancelling it and never going back and trying to teach myself to play piano instead because I'm too anxious to go. I cancelled last week because I had a "headache." But this week I'm just too tired and angry at myself for being this way. I haven't even been taking lessons for a month and I'm already wanting to quit.