Dear T,

Although therapy was really terrible today, I did it. I finally called the ED clinic when I got home. The part you maybe won't like- my assessment isn't until April 11. I had nothing to do with it being a month and a half out either, thats the earliest they could get me in. After finding out I'm losing 1-2lbs a week lately, you told me I'm at a critical point and need to do this right now, so I did. And now I get to stress even more about going in to the clinic for 6.5 weeks. Instead of feeling proud of myself for making the call, I'm feeling like I made a huge mistake.